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ESCAPE FROM VIETNAM

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As youths in my neighborhood began to be drafted and sent to Kampuchea, many stories started circulating back that confirmed my worst fear.  The newly enlisted conscripts were given only a few weeks of basic military training before they were sent to the battlefield.  Furthermore, they were separated into "good elements", those who  were communist party members or who were considered to be sympathetic to the party,   and "bad elements", those whose family was involved with the South Vietnam government in the past.  The "good element" soldiers were given better weapons and used as reserve troops.  The "bad  element" soldiers were given inadequate and old weapons (There were accounts of three men given only one gun) and used in all dangerous assignments.  The objectives of the Communist commanders were clear:  They intent to push those they did not trust into certain death. 

In addition, because of the lack of medical care and supplies, the Vietnamese Communist Army was incredibly brutal in their treatment of their own wounded soldiers.  More than once, I had heard of the story that after battles, they dug up large ditches to bury wounded soldiers, Vietnamese and Cambodian alike, alive. 

In this atmosphere of agonizing fear and nervous anticipation of which one of us  would be drafted next, our neighborhood received its first casualty of the war.  One  young man in our neighborhood was drafted two months before.  After four weeks of  basic military training, his unit was sent to a village at the Vietnamese-Kampuchea border.  His platoon was given the job of guarding the village.  One night when the   whole platoon was sleeping and the sentry dozed off, the Khmer Rouge guerrillas stealthily came in and killed all of them.   After killing the Vietnamese soldiers, the  Khmer Rouge went on to decapitate and cut open their torsos, taking all their guts,  hearts, and insides out.   Besides the deep hatred between the Vietnamese and the   Cambodians, another reason for this savage act is that the Cambodian guerrillas believed  that by doing this, their enemies would never be able to reincarnated. 

As the body of the young man was sent back to his family, the brutal realities of  the war became painfully obvious to all of us.  During the entire Vietnam War, our city  had been well insulated from most of the fighting that went on.   I only knew of the war through accounts in the newspapers and televised footage of battles.   I had also seen  refugees from Central Vietnam who ran for their lives during the Communists Easter   Offensive in 1972.  A large number of these refugees lived in temporary shelters in my high school in the summer of 1972.   But I had never known a neighbor family whose son was killed in such a savage manner because of war.  The tragedy shocked me into  the realization that it could well be me who would next be killed in an equally gruesome manner. 

As I walked by the house of the mourning family, my mind was filled with  confusion, fear and desperation.  I did not want to die.  I did not want to fight for a  regime that sent my father to prison, confiscated our property, oppressed and sent us to the brink of elimination.  I did not want to kill and hate a people whom I hadn't seen or known before.  I did not want to be a part of the instrument that the Vietnamese  Communists were using to export their brand of Communism to other countries.  Yet, it was very clear to me that it doesn't matter what I wanted or didn't want, my fate  would be determined by the same people who didn't hesitate to sacrifice the lives of   millions of Vietnamese youths during the Vietnam War.

My mother was equally fearful for me and my brothers' lives.  She also realized  that it would not be long before we could be drafted and sent to Kampuchea.  But unlike  us, she knew that there was something she could do about it: she could find ways to get us out of Vietnam. 

Ever since April 30, 1975, many people had tried to escape from Vietnam by  fishing boats of various sizes.  Many had successfully reached the shores of freedom.  An equal or greater number had perished at sea or ran into pirates in the Gulf of Siam.  The mass exodus reached an all time high in 1978, when the Vietnamese Communists intensified their persecutions of the Chinese-Vietnamese.  Though a small minority, the Chinese-Vietnamese possessed most of the country businesses and economic wealth.  Besides racism, the Vietnamese Communists also considered these people as the "evil  capitalists" and were intent on taking away all of their wealth and getting rid of them.  Many of their businesses were confiscated and nationalized.  However, the Chinese- Vietnamese quickly hide and dispersed their wealth.  To render the currency they hold   useless, the Vietnamese Communist changed currency at least 3 times during the 3 years since 1975 to 1978.  Each time currency was changed, limits were set as to how much money can one person changed.  Any additional amounts of the old money one was holding would be useless once the new currency went into effect.  The purpose of   changing the currency is to strip away the wealth of anyone who was holding too much money.  However, the tactic became somewhat ineffective after the first time.  People quickly realized the Communists' intention.  Instead of holding on to the   Communist  money, which was pretty much worthless anyway because of the   government's indiscriminate printing for its own use, people transferred their wealth into gold and American dollars, which never lost their values. Many Chinese-Vietnamese   hide their gold and dollars underground in the living rooms of their houses or in the backyards. 

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