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A Moment To Understand 

A month ago, a peculiar man

Who was interested in making a name

With malicious intention, he brought back the past

Of terrible tragedies that we tried to forget.

 

In his store, he put up a flag

and a poster of Ho Chi Minh

the long dead leader of Communist Vietnam

If that was all, all might be well,

But for the man, that wasn’t enough

He couldn’t stand to be ignored

So he sent out a challenge to all of us

“If you are good, then I dare you

to take down my flag, and my hero”

 

We ignored him as long as we could

Until he finally boiled our blood

With his third contemptuous try

Finally, enough is enough

 

From that day on, thousands of people

Rallied days and nights to show their resolve

“We don’t accept Communism

Nor any fools who promote them”

 

From that day on, many things happened

The flag went down, then went up again

A court case done, the First Amendment

still ruled as the law of the land

 

The man’s actions, however offensive,

is still within his rights, to exercise it

That’s how it goes on the legal front,

But the battle for us, is not yet done.

 

He has his right of freedom of speech

We have our right to protest what he did

And thus began a long stalemate

that had yet to show signs to abate

 

Our actions may seem weird to you

“Leave him alone, what else could he do?

If you go away, he would too

If you hate him, then boycott his store,

Just don’t bother us any more!”

 

We understand your sentiments

We just want to take a moment

A moment to understand

The stories of people from another land

Who are now your neighbors, and friends

 

The flag is innocent enough from where you sit

but not if you ask people who had lived under it.

Ho Chi Minh is dead, you may say

What’s the big deal?  Who cares any way?

 

We have said many times before,

Ho Chi Minh was a world class oppressor

You may have heard he was a mass murderer,

We won’t repeat it any more

 

But did you ever understand?

The destruction of people’s spirits in a land,

that America once called

The last stand

for freedom, against Communism,  

Ho started the destruction long ago,  
When the world chose not to know.  
The oppression goes on today,
and the world continues to close its eyes.

Did you ever know the feeling of despair?

Watching those whom you love and care,

Your children, parents, husband, and wife

Wasted away, day by day

No food to eat, no future to see,

and still are forced to loudly praise

The man who took everything you have away

 

If the world has known what Ho was

an evil being in Stalin’s class

Then we wouldn’t spend days and nights

to scream our heads off

to denounce the lies.

 

“I don’t care to know”, you may say.

“I care only about America today”

We respect that, but may we ask:

If you think back to 20 years past,

when your young men came home from Vietnam War

How did you treat them?  Heroes or Pariahs?

Have you ever looked back to regret?

The injustices you inflicted.

All because you didn’t care to know

who were the monsters,

who were the heroes.

 

If you didn’t like the fact,

we open old wounds you’d rather forget

about America’s only war defeat,

then we hope you have understood

Our anger

at having old wounds brought back

 

Further, may we suggest, it’s not too late,

For those who shed blood in the war

to set the record straight

 

“You miss the point,”

you will tell us,

“It’s about freedom of speech,

you dumb shit”

“It’s violation of a man’s rights

To express whatever

is on his mind”

 

If we talk violation,

may we ask some questions

“How many kinds of violation

matter to you?

Is legal violation,

the only thing that rules?

 

How about violation of our spirits?

that had taken so long to heal.

How about violation of our peace?

that we’ve worked hard to rebuild

After those endless nightmares of the past.

 

If the man wants to worship Ho,

that’s his choice.

But trouble he had no intention to avoid,

Again and again,

he mocked our pains.

Now tell us, good sir,

where did the violation begin?

 

We won’t violate the foolish man’s rights

We will readily walk away

If he stops violating our hearts,

the memories of those dear to us.

We will walk away and forget

If he stops violating our peace.

 

You may understand, and still may say

“I understand, but you have to walk away

You are now Americans,

Learn to think like one,

if you value freedom”

 

We understand you mean well,

We only ask for time to heal

the wounds of our tragic past

 

If you say “got to do better than that”

We urge you

 to go back to your history, and study

The story of Frederick Douglass

who decried the white man’s hypocrisy

for loudly claiming that all mankind

are entitled to “Inalienable rights”

And yet, gave freedom and rights

to only those who were not black.

 

It took your people two hundred years,

A Civil War, A Freedom March,

and untold lives lost,

To understand freedom as you preach today.

If it took you two hundred years,

Then don’t we deserve some time too?

 

We thank you for taking a moment

A moment to understand

The people from another land

Who are now your neighbors and friends.

 

Trinh Do

March 6, 1999